hi world of digital, its new year and im so psyched and i just realized that blogging by phone restrict me for some numbers and symbols. it sucks...i shud be having exclamation marks here..alright not much i can say but this break that i have for five days gonna be a real awesome cuz m gonna put aside all the bloody things that affect my life. so rise and shine..its cool sunday..

One Direction Fever

It’s not even two weeks left before New Year. I’m getting psyched because I’ll be flying off to Miri and having a blast New Year’s Eve with my girls. After all we have an event coming up before the fireworks can fill the air or fresh coming year. Christmas just 5 days ahead and of course I’ve been busy running here and there getting things done. Just so you know I haven’t gotten time to buy gift for everyone (think I have few in my mind). Next coming Saturday will be shopping time  I always wanted to have a new dress for New Year since the old one bores me already. I know I’m turning into some sort of Shopaholic but apparently I’m quite impressive with my financial plan, I can remain at least a few hundreds in account after the month is over (keep it up I said). Not much to be told for things that happen around me, just doing okay. However, I’m not that sure whether it was real okay or I’m just avoiding being not okay. How pathetic for not knowing self-current update. I just know that for these couple of weeks I am getting really obsessed with One Direction  I just think I need to have a new hobby rather than hooking up with something uncertain. I never been so fanatic with a boy band until I met this 5 adorable kids from UK. Round applause Niall, Harry, Zayn, Liam & Louis the best boy band ever. Lemme just list down my favorite track in their album “Up All Night”

1. Na Na Na

2. What Makes You Beautiful

3. Gotta Be You

4. One Thing

5. I wish

6. I want

7. Everything About You

8. Another World

9. Up All Night

10. More Than This

Try out people I’m sure you’ll fallin luv with the songs!!!! 

Until next time

Crazy Folks

Just realize that in this world we have to beware, don't ever trust your own shadow. ROFL epic isn't it. Here's thing, I came across something dat pinch me really bad. It will leave bruises somehow and I just think its the most ridiculous things ever. I need a break really, from all of those people who bounded themselves with jealousy and envious objective. I thought married people are wise enough to be in adulthood. Scary when you know they have new habits called, spreading rumors and talking mean. I dun even know what was that for. Seems like they've got too little in their hand that they start to look for a business in other people. How cheap was that. The main issue today is "hiring". Think I'm lucky enough to work where am I now and please I'm not getting help from any of my relatives for being what I am today. They deserve respects so I gave them but what I can assure what I got from them on my side were creepy bad alphabets. I'm am pleased to see them showing their true color even though I've seen it for YEARS. Just pray to god one day they'll change but appraently NOT. 

I just need to clarify certain thing in our hiring /recruitment process. We never do favoritism or even gender discrimination. Please bare in mind that office attire is something decent but not SEXY. I never know that our national outfit (Baju Kurung) categorized under "little piece of fabric". I really got no time to teach people who don't wanna learn to create peace and always hunger for war. When I'm being sexy I'll show them so that their eyeball will fall off one by one. I have no idea how these shortminded people get their aspiration. Probably through their moronic folks. They may laugh now but I can laugh louder. Like cmon, I dont even care what shirts they're wearing, cars dat they drove or even how much cash that theyearn. When it come to me everything matter like I'm so IMPORTANT (uuuu...awesome). Even a dumb ass can differentiate how being good and how is real good. I don't think preaches were enough to make themselves to be called saints. Trust me, they're even worst than a criminal. I am pissed with you people for telling me sick grandmother story and affecting everybody. I'm delighted to dare you to confront me face to face. Behind curtain is so not my style. I'm happy to give rebuttals. The first and last thing that I know is they don't give me a penny to make a life. They have to pay for whatever they have said. Crazy folks!

Boys Prefer Silence?

I just have 5 minutes starting from now! LOL,,actually I was browsing the web yesterday and i came across a blog saying bout "Why boys prefer silence". I found that the topic kindda paused me on my sit. I have to agree when they said its not that silence always directing towards negative thing. Perhaps in some part it can be yes. I just think that human are all creative creation of God. We have trillions and zillions personality in this world. Despite of segregating two gender , people tend to see things generally. (pardon me if you dont judge people based on general traits). When we're talking bout boys, i just think they are build up with no to call stony but high sense of self regard. It is rather common in them because they were traditionally a bread-winner. I noe sometimes it can be very exasperatin' dealing with people with too much self-regard. Toward certain large extent these people need to learn to be a lil bit more sensitive of teir sorrounding. I really don't blame them cuz it has been something that embedded in them eversince jurassic day I guess. Above of all, what I think we can do is, show some respect if they prefer silence. Sometimes its their sober moment or anything. Just let them be, and I'm not freaking out if the guy that I love not to be like what I wanted them to be. Afterall, I can't expect them to do things beyond their will knowing that they also bare certain things bout me. Just a note to everyone, think about what you have, what have you done and think how people bare with you. If you see things start to be unequal then maybe you cn make your move. Just an opinion for me, we can never change the world to be flat just be in it and mk use of every moment we have. Same goes with your love one. I only have one Chucky the blur, the annoying, the cheerful , he's too far to be reach but I learn to learn certain things. :)

Appreciation Dinner

Appreciation Dinner @ G-Tower Rooftop Bar & Tanzini French Restaurant :)

Awesome foods & cool scene!.................................

The committe snap2 with our CEO, Dep CEO, HR Director, Finance Director, Senior Managers and Execs

A Night In Bolly..ROFL

ROFL, anyway, here 2 photos for my company Gala Dinner. Crazy Bollywood Night I can say.

I'm too embarassed to do this !!!Seriously I will never do this Bolly thingy ever again. Next time I suggest stick to Musical. I can simply wear dress and behaving decent :)

Today Was A Fairytale

Greetings ! I know writing is now landed as my least thing to do. Despite of having micro time in life spent for my own self I'm no longer a person who can run here and there picking up fun. The phase of adulthood bites my tickling clock badly that I can't even consume a jazzed songwords anymore. So on 20th October I took a flight back to Kuching and even a day before my soul partially arrived at my lovely town. I really miss the place damn much. Too much memories and too much things that I've learnt. I met my girls :) who happened to gather earlier than me. It was all about excitement. Couldnt believe my student life is over yeah its really over. Sad to think about it but we only have life once so I'm gonna use it to the fullest. Great luck I sent off all my fella friends. We did so much great things back there and I knew it will never dimn in my lil frontal lobe. However, we've got more blank paper ahead!!

Having your both feet standing on that stage holding scroll, surely burst your tears, whether its the unseen cry or physical, it surely happen deep down in our heart. It wasn't glorious but there was a sense of satisfaction. "I did it"..I'm just glad I'm there and letting my parents seeing me with tears of mirth. :)

I'm now an HR executive, not a surgeon, pharmacist, lawyer or engineer. I knew I skidded away from my real dream but being HR make me feel comfortable. Though I'm a workoholic (i know) but I know this is something that I wanna do. Cheers everyone, happy graduating !

Challenged for challenge

I heard that if a cobbler try to teach a pumbler how to fix broken pipes, they gonna have the entire house flooded with water. Anywhere around the world it happened! A scientist teaching how to fish, a taylor fixing a broken knee..Initially I'm glad to help but when people challenge my core, (shaking head) its seriously disastrous. How do you define a people where his/her knowledge is nowhere to be challenged and we give them a chunky respect. I was stupid enough if I were to challenge them (like I have too much time for it..pfffftt). As usual I really hate when ppl challenge me..Compared to her probably she has 1% knowledge bout Kuching. Whats makin' me furious was that, she said she need to understand Kuching. I get it, go on..I did asked which angle she's lookin' into. (I thought I could have some direction)..Should I laugh hard or rolling on the floor like hell?? She didn't give me direction but she expect she can get what she wants. Madam, be clear on your direction, how do you direct with somekind of direction. (Lame)...I can spill anything I know but wouldn't it be nice if I know what am I suppose to say (as in filtered information). I cannot teach someone whose already ahead. I was taught to respect people with their expertise. (So I did)...

Too much Question

Sometimes when we think too much our head gonna blow with scattered alphabet. Skipping thing isn't a good thing either though it can make you away from it just a second. How does it happened, when you grow up very well but eventually something came out of nowhere screwing your planned change. How does it happened, when you're trying play safe suddenly things went out of control and all your childhood seemed fake. Sometimes people are too keen to perfection but a lil perfection doesn't bite do they? These are the perfect nightmares in some people's life. Technically its awful but it teach you the definition of being stronger. Shallow life doesn't give you scars but when deep life give you too much? (does idiom makes things worst?) However, no matter how much scar life had given you, it always gonna be a karma in your life. Have you ever been in a state of waking up jazzed with consternation? or you can't even sleep because you've been thinking deep and your head hurts. What does family means to you? Why does an angel turn to be a black sheep? How is that , when you noe everything but you have no voice to speak out? Do we really have to trust our relatives? How do you know when people sincere to you? Does dissapointment giving you an alarm?Too much question too lil answer.

British Pound Salary

Happy Eid Mubarak specially for all Muslim & also non muslim that enjoy the joyous celebration. This year it appear to me not-so-awesome festive. Perhaps when you grow up you'll lose the fun bit by bit (not to mention being a zombie deserted on swine-land) Some says do not whine when life gives you a big fat lemon. Afterall the urge to scribble something in your brain is unstoppable. I bet we are all created with tiny space of natural temparament of whining in cerebral cortex. I was really trying to have fun. Despite of partially eligible for Eid token nothing awesome hoverin' around. Its juz crime thoughts keep on troubling me with clashing decipher. At the end of the day, I just sat on the edge of my bed having blur visions & ransom voices killing my auditory. Perhaps I should start oblige myself with wisdom thingy. I always find it difficult to laugh now than couple of month ago. Seriously, the course of getting excitement had been a bad add math formula (which I regard as extremely head-achin'). Realizing that I left my fantastic happiness back in my school life, it turn up to be perpelexing adulthood life. That's really true about grown up wish on "resistant to ascending age". Lord, I'm having the same wish too. Sometime you just wish you're just a kid while a kid who do not know anything about trouble. I just wanna be a kid that so innocent bout this life and never gonna care how complicated life can turn up to be. Its quite emotional ryte (laughing at myself). Now the most used vacab is "tedious" and my objective of life had been concealed by the greed of being a corporate lady, specifically a supreme HR director with British Pound salary. Its quite exageratting but I can promise all, I'll be the most tedious person ever as I start indulging myself with tactical and strategic views. I learn to develop my own principal & believes. I would like to change the old fashion way of being the top people. I will..

Damn Cell Phone

To begin with, it was really a fucked up day..these few days i have unpleasant feeling bout more than dozen stuff in my head. I'm ahead of my own decipher, sometimes you don't wish it to happen but it did happen somehow. So everyday is like a deja vu. Anyway, life is pretty messed up with work. Yesterday was the worst day ever, proving that I'm ahead than my thought. I left my cell in d office so I only have my another cell which acted up at eleventh hour. There goes my stupid Samsung phone, frm LRT station all the way home d phone wasn't working. It showed "searching" on the screen. Couldn't make any calls nor send text messeges. I'm pretty pissed with d idiotic signal detection. I mean, I'm in KL afterall not somewhere in the middle of jungle. So, I smashed the phone and officially couldn't be used anymore (burghhh stupid cellphone). That wasn't the end of the story, because I only have 10 cent to make a call using public phone. It was sooooooooooooooo embarassing and shucks I didn't know how to use those lined up phone booth..(damn). Life is not fun anymore,wish I cud just fly away to Mauritious and stay ther like forever!

Ramadhan Day 1,2,3,4...

I've just deleted a post (accidentally) so I have to re-write again. Happy Ramadhan to all Muslims all over the world. Basically my first day of Ramadhan I spent throughly in the office trying to be an HR (seriously). It was a pain in the ass for the first day fasting and some people doing me frenzy. The best thing to describe my "parcel issue". Man that was really iritating, not to mention I held my breathe for 2 minutes and being laughed by crazy bitches and trolls a really big fat trolls. Perhaps they don't do decent thing (shame). The cooling period wasn't that easy for me. Yeah, practically I just bite my tongue..cont biting it until I feel like the damn sun burning my skin and there's a bacterium eating my brain cells. There it goes, I spent my 5 minutes walk to LRT station throwing my veng with bad vocabs (knowing me..hmm). I was being radical for the entire evening just because of a stupid singular-plural thingy. When I think about it again and again..that was me being lame over simple stupidity. (not to mention d part...screw them get hit by a lorry). I was mean when I cursed too much. So, gonna shut for a moment and good..here come another chunky gift,,I was having a bad fever on my second day of Ramadhan. Swear to god, my head gonna blow like atomic particles. (pessimals). I was actually on leave but things going upside down and it turn up to be my worst two days of Ramadhan.

Yeah, I went frenzy these few days because

1. I cannot have my Starbuck

2. I cannot have Burger King for lunch

3. My health is damn crucified

Tell ye what, fever during Ramadhan is soooo not cool. You'll get dehydrated and end up being an octopus lying on bed. However, on this holy month I'm expecting the bless and blithe frm the almighty. Just wish this Ramadhan end up good and bring cherish to everybody regardless of what religion they are.