Saturday, October 30, 2010

That's How The World Works

H.E.L.P what was dat again? help? life is really hilarious and at the same time full of frustrations. Ever seek help frm people won't u?so how r those people been treating u?shall we make a likert scale here. I'm totally immune wiv all of these crap anyway. When it comes to things we called help I just cudn't hesitate to laugh at mysev. What a very intimidating kick start. I wasn't d type dat seek help frm ppl. Such cold headed like mine, never gonna mince my ego & seek for help. But anyway, its a fibber if i were to say I never seek for help. People need help anyway, so do I. Things that I learn to hate in diz life is getting help frm others. You see, I rather had my fingers burn lifting boxes, I rather don't sleep d entire nite doing important things and I rather do it mysev. You noe why, getting help frm someone u knew will turn u down thats even more scary than having a burn fingers (dat I end up plastering all around). That is how diz life works. I dun like:
1. when u help people u keep talking bout it
2. wen people ask for ur help u said something offensive
3. wen someone help u alot, u ignore them wen it comes they seek for ur help
That's just so wrong in so many way (hmmm). My experiences teach me,, this environment teach me.I can help others but to seek for others help I won't do it. I've been in a rotten situation wen I seek help they say smth offensive. My way, i'm only gonna ask once and for d god sake I won't seek help frm dat person ever again even how desperate I am. To help gotta be sincere, doesn't matter how small or big d thing is be SINCERE. Whats wrong wiv helping without getting a return? Life is not about getting a return, life is about get through it sincerely and one day d wheel will go around at ur place. I reli hate wen people help me dey keep talking about it. That's obviously not sincere. You help and u tell others how much u help d person. I reli hate these kind of person. I've been ther once and of course in ths lifetime I wont seek for dat person's help EVER again. I learn dat sometimes wen u do things on ur own it sounds better becoz u don't have to face such rotten people. How hard it is, its just me and I dun have to listen to people muttering how I cost their time. (ahhh i feel like crying already) Remember, life is about give and take.


Hye bloggie, as if like I dun have anymore decent stuff to do rather than being ridiculous telling bout life here (anyway). I was juz manage d new theme for my mozilla, simpsons! dat remind me of my childhood, watching simpsons in evening show of course isolating mysev frm childhood thrill. (whatta pity childhood). I wanna start over, throw away d side effect of those childhood thingy and ready to grow up completely. It scares me, wen it comes to be in real life. All ths time sake we donnoe how does it feels d pinch of a real life becoz university is the last safest place of making mistakes. That's wat my lecturer said earlier diz year. Now, time is moving towards November I dunno what m I doing. Its either whatever I study here is really what my passion is all about or its just something else because of my past educational frustration. I was really overindulge in classic hassle. (omigosh)

Thursday, October 14, 2010

What Up Today

Hello Thursday, so much anticipating my coming up day. Whats wrong wimme? Something's wrong? Well TODAY everything's wrong..hahaha :D
1. I can't sleep (for no reason)
2. My FYP is complete (i've bind it & even slides done, sounds weird)
3. My interview dat i requested a postpone had been .....=,[ (xmau ckp)
4. Debate UNIMAS won 2nd place.. me??? (screaming in my heart&head while typing assignment for d entire weeks =<)
5. Skipped meals...(Breakfast-x, Lunch-x,Dinner-x, Supper-/ )
6. Waiting for bus in d rain (epic,like dlm cte kt tv....d rain was really...uhmmm,i'm not wet but SOAK!..sedey)
7. Reach office but it closed already !!! (feel like crying a river,i've been soak up in rain, running over a gold medal..and...huh)
8. Went to cafe for dinner...(apperently therz no SEAT, tros xde mood& went back to room)

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Life and Tulips

Life is scary, yeah indeed nobody can anticipate d bizarre things in life. Today maybe we're live in gaga but tmrow maybe your life will taken away (who knows ) So I wanna do things dat make others happy. Ever heard the Keukenhouf Park in Netherland, thats my fav place on earth. People love Paris and everything but I love this Park darn much. You see I'm kindda tulips-maniac. No offend everybody got things that they love ryte. Tulips for me is different. In fact of they were ol gorgeous i see tulips as a strong plant (tho they have bulb dat easily poked by lil creatures called insects) Its seasonal dat makes you wait patiently untill Spring wher it blooms :) Strong plant for me cause they can bare taken out frm the soil at least longer than roses. Tulips are ellegant :) How a flower can actually teach us life (back to biology) Before i reach 50 i must!got to be there and watch them bloom. :]