Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Dont Change

There goes invisible bullet shot my head..died for a moment~erk
mmm.bored wif facebook already..any new socialization site? after changing status from Married to Single to Widowed..like bunch of ppl commented on it..haha..dats just a boring activity ever in my life changing status..post a comment..and tag a photo..duhhhh..whatelse??
So now,back to the root~which is my bloggie..lalala..i dun wanna think of any single things that hurt me,threat for me,a heinous moment..well DR K claz must be awesome today..good i didnt read anything..i slept like from 7.30 till now..really tired..i got backache some more..dats not include a warn frm my mom not to lift heavy stuff or my backbone gonna screwed!yea yea yea..i noe dat ages ago~i dunno how to get help..say no..or whatever..*xcept for friend req in fb..i duno u so dun add me..dah xtau nk mntk tlg nk wat cmne..like m gonna have to spent 1 hour to think whether i shud ask for help o not..sooooooooo..dat one is my nature..i cant change it..u cant simply change ppl's nature..like me..
1. shit
2. ice cream must use spoon
3. arrogant
4.english
5. food fuss
got some more act but dats all are nature u cant change the way ppl are..let them be themselve..cuz we dun have power to change ppl..as if for me i noe dat ppl lie to me but i just want them to tell me dgn rela hati dat dey are lying..i can be moody because of dat but when i think about it...what for??for me everyone shud realize what mistakes dat they did..what stuff dey had done..for me nothing to be ashamed of for sayin sorry for my mistakes...if dats my mistake i'll confess..only in certain cases where i feel annoyed den only i wont say sorry..lol..
Anyway..m kindda starve lately..i have heavy meals in d morning..gosh my weight x naik2..dats okay..haha..now berdoa so dat semua bruise2 hilang..yesterday after exam i hit a chair edge..ngaaaaaaaaaaa...exactly at my knee yg bengkak..tersay shit..hahah..trust me i dun care..dats the real me..i say shit..n when i say it i feel like nobody around me and i just wanna be me..

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Multi Task


ELEVENTH HOUR MOMENT

COLOR PENCIL NEEDED

Mid Term

Mid term diz afternoon will be lunatic i bet..we're so clueless..the format..plez no eesay or m really gonna cry on d desk..n writing using my tears..apakah~..harus dk sblah khad as an inspiration..dat cendawan(khad) pn has to sit next to me cuz m her inspiration tooo *hahahah..exaggerate nmpaknye..
thers only 4 chapters in..butttttttttt 1 journal included..and i havent touch dat journal and i was printing it last nite and fell asleep togather wif phones,tammy,mouse,novel,diary,papers,magazine and mp4...
Quite cuakz here since i noe this lecturer well.she gave me B+ for my paper time 2nd sem~truthfully creepy..
Anyway BREAKFAST today :
Oat CRUNCH
Skyflakes Medium
Cloud 9 chocs
Milo Fuze...

3rd place..thanx bruises..thanx back crack..thanx...

This House Believe That Aisya Cannot eat Durian

The Durian Issue~This House Believe That Aisya Cannot eat Durian
How come Aisya can eat durian
1. I dunno,its a fruit
2. I'm not a regular fan of Durian
3. Its not lousy enough,it does smell but i have my own law on eating durian..che wah
Leng Loi come out wif the point, why Aisya mite not into Durian
1. She's an American
2. She dun eat exotic food
3. Its weird
Side effect frm ida
1.Wow..she does?
2. Coincidence
Neutral Feedback frm tim and mie
"laaaaaaaaaaaa....."

Monday, February 8, 2010

Totally tercabut screw

Jgn find alasan..hish3...nk trun stairs dat kindda berjela2 pnye jauh and tinggi..semata2 nk wash baju2 yg bergunung ganang..i need washing mechine in my room!..finally d laundry over..its rainin outside..m in my room..digging for foods..aha!there goes my vono soup..kindda starve and malas nk walking ..and who cud be so stupid goin to cafe yg bukak at 10..so find anything dat can be crammed into my tummy..maybe dah nk jd litar sepang..selagi class xstart selagi tula ak dok menaip w/o ful stop..peduli ape..since friday i had 10 post already..
argh..why chocs menghatui my brainy ni..trust me i wanna drink iced chocs..n i miss choc cream chips..anyone jom g the spring i wanna buy dat!!!rase nk hug starbuck~~apakah--
and i had ignored the door knocked ntah sape ntah..i wont open if i dun feel like opening it..darn..jahatnye..n of course dat budak kacang *nick for moron..she wanna borrow my iron..lalalalal..xmau bg..next room plez..
sememangnye mood ak baik today..sumbat telinga..jgn menoleh and bwat mke kentang..lol..segala pinjaman sila buat di bilik sebelah..Aisya tidak offer any services dat related to lend or borrow and never pulangkan...
Last nite dream bout vampire..bunyik cm sengal but really..since i never heard his voice so m just blur in dat dream how can...but nice conversation*wua just dlm dream je..i really miss vampire..hmm..wonder where he go..
Anyway..terasa nk mkn ice cream..i dun remember the last time i had one..tp kne marah dgn cken ..haha..cuz i dunno how to eat ice cream without spoon.xtau LICK..soooo..agak weird but who cares..dh xreti nk wat cmne..what to do?xkn nk tukar DNA ..apakah~~
really mcm kne rasuk jovial ghost..maybe cuz d dream and my dad called =))

This World is Mine

lalalalala~
apakah....haha..fell frm bed..pdahal terang jelas..now at 8 pn still xoff light
sungguh pebaziran thap cendawan--tammy still asleep..conquer my blanket *lol..before today,mondays starts to be gila~insane~lunatic~kne adjust skru dlm otak yg dah xbrape nk btol..choiiii (slang johor dat mean=xboleh blah)..its been awhile m writing wif fully english..what had gone wrong inside my medulla (putus fius) harus see dr tan for neural breakdown..
gez its going to rain soon..*umbrella up
Just now i went depan mirror..masyaallah~~ya ampun!if my mum see of course kne belasah ceramah 72 hours dgn package exclusive..hbes la bruise sepanjang tangan..i tot got 3 spot je..rupenye..amek kau..kat lengan,wrist xpayah ckp..those spot got bruise..n ad yg saket some more..no wonder la..cm menderita..nang dasyat(sarawakian says)..
tangan plak rse cm nk keluar muscle2 mengalahkan mike tyson (is he alive)..today my tongue terseliuh..gara2 tongue twister "red lorry,yellow lorry" sungguh ak benci dat line..
i give mysev 5 minute more to brag here..after this gotta go for laundry..ya ampun!punye menggunung baju..bleyh xperasan dah 70% baju xde dr closet..mulut ni xleh nk stop menelan chos sejak pagi..gle la bleyh chocs jd drug..addicted cm hape..and apakah dad called early in d morning..soo the world is mine today..m gonna do sesuki suka saki suku hati..apparently today is Monday..the busiest..lets see..
laundry--tidy room--ironing--study sket com n ben--read federal constitution--read script for ESE--going out to faculty--class SSX--class ESE--break 2 hour--class Employment Act--meeting student affair board member--balik2--study com ben--assignment research method--bed
laundry2..