I keep on forgetting to forget about u,dats d perfect words for me..today’s topic wud be..forget..why its so hard to forget things that u love,instead u crave for more. Memory is d initiator of everything. Its just so odd when ppl say “I can easily forget” for me its d hardest thing I ever come across. Unless u have amnesia or spatial neglect or smth. Yet, I can’t simply handle it. I mean every things dat happen shud have relevant reason why its stick in ur brain like queen Elizabeth portrait on Buckingham palace wall. Forgetting things that we love is practically difficult in every way. Once the memory starts to play film without sound it’s d starting of an endless pain *uhh skip dat epic lines..btw,thing can go different in every person,I just super curious how can u forget people dat u love. That’s just so wow!FRANKLY,I still missing my oxygen,obviously still love my oxygen *refers to page smth2 for oxygen jargon. Well I dun care anymore if he didn’t noe..enough when its just me myself and this churning feeling..which leads to forgetting to forget. Have u ever tried to stop ur decipher?wooo if u can possibly do dat, I owe u a lifetime..jeez, I hav no more idea..be back with sum spicy story and issues!
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Saturday, May 29, 2010
SPECIAL EDITION :When there’s no place to run in heavy rain,I just hav absurds option.Lately m being so epic!not because I wanted to but I noe deep inside there will be smth bad…I knew it,,if ppl can see how hard I train mysev not to weep for little pain,but this one is too big to stop weeping. Things that gonna change everything forever. The hardest part of letting go they say,I preach dat in my bleeding heart. I shall never share d pain,cuz its carved beautifully dat d pain is mine. M gonna miss her,and everyone..i miss my gramp so much!like too much..I just can’t stand diz piercing feeling..it hurts,as much as it can tore off one’s head.. hold my tears,shall I congratz to mysev or straight away blame my idiocy for being a fake jovial person. I just can’t get rid of this sorrow thingy!!i had a full page of my diary and still it won’t go away,I need a shoulder to cry..i reli need one..i need to talk to someone,I reli need one..but I didn’t see any for me..i miss my gramp~I have none.. =[ she’s gone..all my gramps are gone..i only can say it in my language,the pain that I had,the fear of living..
My latest playlist
Shut Up and Kiss Me-Orianthi
What You Waiting For-Mizz Nina ft Colby O Donnis
Time in Between-Francesca Battistelli
Stranger-Chenelle ft Colby O Donnis
When She Cries-Britt Nicole
Say It-Britt Nicole
Total Eclipse in My Heart-Rachael GLEE
Lets Fall in Love Again- Jason Castro
If I Ever Feel Better-Julian Paretta
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Monday, May 24, 2010
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
Men have nipples because, as an embryo, everyone is a female until the Y chromosome kicks in.
Anatidaephobia is the fear that somewhere in the world, there is a duck watching you
Jellyfish evaporate in the sun. They're 98% water.
Harry Potter author JK Rowling, admitted that Dumbledore is gay. He was in love with a wizard named Grindelwald whom he later defeated in a duel.
A strawberry is not an actual berry, but a banana is. HAHA!
Want to grow a beard faster? Think about sex.
When you kiss someone for a minute, you both burn about 2.6 calories.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Shud listen to what u waiting for by colby o donnis..and stranger featuring chenelle..damn fuckin nice fella!can't stop d spins..baby,i never sumone wif ur body..whoa..whoa.hahha..m insane i gez..okay2..words of d day..Damage Beyond Repair..
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
1. Francesca Battistelli
Well i av great plans for diz intersession probably starts after gawai hols (in srwk tho)..we hav french and guitar lesson!!can't wait--since i was so busy laz sem,and my guitz at home kinda rusty and dusty..omg!reli eager!super can't wait..will post some of short idiotic drma as well..since me n khad is in d same room..m sure we hav tons of lunatic objectives!!till then~breakfast callin! =)
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
btw!!i love diz song~sound salubrious yet meaningful~d guitar was super fine make me high(warning!!diz is metal song)huhu.."I adore and preach the insanity you gave to me..Oh, sell me the infection, it is only for the weak.." totally like diz,,i dunno dat metal song hav d beautiful one..once u heard it..it very addictive..