BRINJAL IDIOTS FUCKED UP AGAIN

I wanna scream hell out LOUD..stupid pnye presiden persatuan!!!i've waited for them for hour to pick up handout details..NO ONE EVER COME!!!i was a TUNGGUL KAYU for an hour..shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!really freak out..at 6 only somebody text me i have test tonyte!damn!!!are u guys darn BLIND i was texting u guys at 11 am today and u replied at 6!!!!!i hate handphone and I HATE PPL DUN REPLY MY TEXT WHEN ITS DAMN URGENT!!!this is crucial man!!we need to confim diz by tmrow!!wtf..wtf..wtf..wtf..m so freak out brinjal!pumpkin!brocolli!capsicul!bean sprouts!cabbage!!!cauliflower!!!!!!i hate UNIMAS

:(( overindulge

This ain't happening..this ain't happening..haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...absurd (the only bad word dat can come out)..wat happen to my laundry!!!!!!!!!!!this is Shhhhhhhh..urghhhh..wats wif d pieces of fabric ruinin my laundry i have to RELAUNDRY..as in re-laundry... :( i went for a short meeting as invitation officer..WTP(whatheprada!new way of cursing)..i have piling up invitation to do..and great i have to give my numbers to anonymous!!screwed!!who give this position to me anyway..i dun like giving out my numbers!!!!!!!!!this is TOTALLY ABSURD..(breath in) (breath out) no i CANT relax..my laundry ruined and i hav to photocopy stuff at my shoppe whatsoever and dat guy was sooooo..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!i cant take it..this is not F***ed up day but ANNOYING DAY EVER :(
this week is d only week dat i feel i wanna cry a river for it..darn~brinjal!pumpkin!brocolli!!arggggghh(m not gonna curse)..this is darn annoying man..i have to escort ppl to petronas..of course m gonna hav to voice out smth..fhew..i cannot be tired..i must not..cuz i'll..hmmm never mind,,dats emmm..forget it,gotta clean my desk..call ppl..adeh..drama practice tonyte..::the day aisya collapse::

Today no more bad luck plez

m i gonna die..hmm..doctor tell me that..this is just temporary...is loosing blood in a month temporary..hish..dun think too much..m i gonna be a vampire?i wanted to..but do i hav to loose blood that much..m getting paler..yeah..yesterday idea of going funeral was..emmmm...i dunno tho..today is a new day..hopin no more trouble cross by..i'm so freak out yesterday..crying on veng and rage..gosh..super freaked out

WHY DUN ANYONE WAKE ME UP!!I

:,( WHY DUN ANYONE WAKE ME UP!!I HAVE SLIDES TO DO!!uwaaaa..now m gonna have to work diz thing out and present wif not really a pleasant mood..the last time i remmber was askin a favor to take a minute nap!!!! but then i was so carried out!!its 3.45..this is bad~~~:((...
m being runner for debate this time around..cuz its british parliamentary debate style..and i hate to do british style..besides i dun have to do reading or homework for competition..and i have more and more job to be clean by this week :(( sorry uncle i was asleep without conscious..now m up and got slides to catch up.:,(.

Spill everything>>>uncle tiang jual bawang next to kdai CD

carving frm laugh,lucky i have one last nite..plain,simple..warm..i wish i cud never be breathing and time stops just for a joke..honestly~i just fall for him even more..ther shud be reasons of keeping this entire thing inside,,and i dun wanna let it go,,just for one night reason..i miss him damn much..have u ever feel dat ur life is over but u got a day of make up..??the last person that i noe i wanted to spend my another 100 years wif is uncle tiang dat sell bawang sebelah kdai cd..*dun mind eating onions for d rest of my life~~truthfully..he got this somekind of sparks u noe,,i dunno whether he got this manipulative art of vampire (u noe wat u saw in movie vammpy can hypnotize ppl)..haha..dun mind stayin in his charm joke,note that sarcasm always my best friend,and i just realize dat its not dat hard to make me happy..i just need an antibiotic..(illegally sold by uncle tiang)..because a few days ago i tot i wud nevr taste any of sugarly high time..i tot i wud never hear his joke (instead i got his voice stuck on my head saying "hello" tons of time in a stratified phone line)..it was like insulin to me,,like a love homeostasis predictions and flows..omg (i must be insane!!)..i shudnt be writing this here cuz this is so my journal words,twisting with language sounds a bit tranquilized wif love!!
its kindda weird wen u fell so hard,that u think u can never get up again,the only person u wanna see holding ur faith is him..i will never waste another 24 hours being a sober..he seem to be my everything and frankly, i dun even noe how those things starts its just like so ecstasy..wills and everything..(omg this is so my journal diary words)..but m just trying to tell the truth dat i really into him..if ther are reasons i cud give more than milllions..i deeply having this serious relationship issue..i love him even more!!and the rate of keeping him in my mind is obviously changing from every 5 hours to every 30 second..gosh..madly mad aisya..u gotta massive love struck (with uncle jual bawang sebelah kedai cd..*yeah..n m makcik jual kangkung..hahaha..)

WAITIN IN SKYPE~

Can't sleep suda..em,so just grab my novel and REREAD the thing all over,,yeah micheal blondie,,terase nk mkn choc INDULGENCE..:((..dunno wats wrong wimme,lately i was just in silent mood,maybe due to biz assignment extension,my head kindda nk blow,i didnt sleep for 2 days straight (tuesday and wednesday..) now all my limb feel numb and d most is my back killin me,,maybe cuz too much on d part wher i olmost kiss tos books..ngeee..book shower,,i had scanned 7 book and finish reading it for d good sake its performance appraisl text book..i went frenzy ttdo upside down on d floor *lucky i have rubber carpet!..i havent reli talking to ppl,cuz i spent most of my time alone and bz wif 40 page assignmnt and biz analysis..(ngaaaaa,,indeed its makin me crazy!!) --rubbing head y x itchy-- so juz spending time in fb,try to talk to ppl literary..i see mpp fill y fb inbox..heee..nyampah tol,,full la inbox wif slugs notifications,,i dun mind tos crap thing,,but i do mind if thers a meeting issue,,laz nyte meeting was canceled,,heaven~~omg for new books dat gonna sit togeda wif all my vampire novels collection..
i was about for skypy laz nyte *da berkulat my skype da..havent skypin since months..too bad reception kindda worst cuz its rainin shark and dolphin~i waited for 4 hours,,still nothing goin on,xcept fb and blogs can get thru..now da stat super laju da the line..yeeehaaa..but bored :(( m addicted to lgu belaian jiwa and ada apa dgn cinta and teristimewa..huhu..my 3 malay song crush..credit to mimie for bluetooth-ing tos song to my lappy..now kenot stop already..hmmm..i miss my vammpy,,stil in fever i gez,,reli miss him..til i dunno wat to do..dats y i stay in silence and keep mysev busy wif stuff..cuz i'm darn miss him..

Percubaan Bahasa Melayu

kau tahu betapa ku sayang padamu

hanya bidadari sebagai ganti

hanya takdir menentukan ia

oh belaian jiwa

baiklah,harini (sorry dunno d ryte spell) dlm sejarah,sy telah sedaya upaya dengan bantuan kwn sy utk men/meng aplikasikan bhasa melayu dgn sebaiknya…oh tidak..sy telah berjaya menahan diri selama 12 jam utk berbahasa melayu,satu pembangunan (is it d ryte word)..sy telah men(play)kan song ..eh slap..lagu melayu (bkn exactly melay song tp Indonesian song)..huuuuu..lihat(look) sy telah berusaha memperbaiki “spelling” (maafkan sy),,ini adalah untuk kepentingan sy sebagai setiusaha FSKPM..jadi...harus tahu menaip bahasa melayu..sungguh ayat formal sy agak hancur ditelan kegagalan terhadap penggunaan ayat y sesuai..(wuuu ayat complex tuuu)..sy telah “addict dgn lagu berikut:

belaian jiwa-innuendo

teristimewa-indigo

januari-glenn

ada apa dengan cinta-melly and ari lasso

sy agak sedih pd harini cuz sy rse sy xtau ape y sy rase (oh my god!!!dasyat la bm ak ni..what m I tryin to say is dat I kindda dunno how I feel)..

tiada puisi atau lagu,tiada potret tiada ______(xtau tp diz song super best,guitar!!!)

walau ku kembara sedunia..walau ketemu ramai wanita…

apakah y sy lakukan ini???sila beritahu dengan jelas apakah kelakuan ini (y cm plek je ayat ni)

baiklah,skunk kte men campur2 plak,bosan la men formal..tp sgt sedap lgu tu,skunk da melekat dlm otak mcm gam gajah (uwaaaa parabolic assumption y trok)..tp dlm byk2 pkataan ak agak blur ngan ejaan y mcm sebut lain tp taip len,agak plek la tp sapu je la,,nila masalah ak ble tlis bm,sesuka suki je nk pkai bhasa Cendawan zaman atom-patayya (apakah zaman ini)..ble informal rse xsesak nafas cm kne sekat getah “ban”..aaaahahahahah…mmg terase sengal ble try nk pki bahasa melayu,syez,tho bm ak A1 time spm sebub ak hafal word and line,,,trime kasey ckgu hazilah,,hahaha..ak bley je pki bhase bombastic retorik terlampau yg mnecederakan otak ntok pk..tp ak bley men language (sorry exception)…je..ble wat karangan (summary essay) ala lpe la nme dye dlm bm..tp yg pendek2kan tu..mmg la semput nk buang sebub sume npk cm btol..tbe2 ak rindu nk gne pkataan sbub and skunk..da asyik terbawak2 bi..sampai tdo pn mengigau(btol ke eja ni?) meroyan dlm bi…sungguh la ak ptot kne keje kt dewan bahasa..kalo pki yg cmni mmg la bley ble nk wat ayat formal naaaa…time tu org y ak xpnah ak telefon pn ak Telefon semata2 nk suro translate,,thap tatabahasa y pening2 lalat terhantuk tiang bendera..yeay,,xsangke ak hebat gak bwat ayat sengal dlm bm,,ak mmg terer pn just formal dan ad setengah/sesetengah ejaan y ak nk tercabot neuron pk..kan da pajang karangan ak ni,,sme je bm ke bi,idea ttp mencurah2 ke ladang gandum..

Thursday is BACK,i hate u,i love u,both in case

Gosh,i dreamt i accidently deleted this blog~horror and someone is pushing me down to a stream,,indeed big..and....fhew,,weird i dreamt bout ppl i never ever cross in my life,washin away all the weirdness..m goin for laundry!!its thursday,,,so let just wait till its 12,m goin for lunch cuz thurday alway independent day (miss independent)..m gonna do laundry alone,in house alone,reading novel alone,lunch alone,walking alone,drinking nescaffe alone,even talk to myself..duhhh..m busy this is kindda a short *sgt3 short..i made a short poem

ohhh...the foehn comin fill ecstasy within

turn the lid and set me free

neither hard nor harsh

velvet touch tranquilize me

warmth riddled through

ardent passion make me blithe

life is real ,dream were wrong

or otherwise

i'm no with answer its who will

i never

i was the bud of not belong to any

till then

effloresce caught a heartbeat

yes my language

i speak trust and honesty

i speak love and eternity

the beat tells me

you're my name now hence

yours

i love writing poems,,n i reli love wen ppl dun understand cuz i dun wanna ppl to understand,i cud be the next shakespere in suit wearing high heels ohhhh crap...wrong2!!!shakespere in sneakers,CEO to be.......lol..i hvent find the title for diz poem tho,i may look weird cuz what i did not like what am i within,,but thats me..rocky marshmallow (is it???) whatever..m getting FLUIDS MECHANICS notes from ting2..m not crazy just insane,i wanna fill my time doing smth and i wanna now everything i can stay shut up wen i knew it and laugh at the back wen they think i noe nothing bout it!! fact:the only octopus dat can kill human is blue ring octopus,,noe why?dig it urself....i dun want ppl to laugh at me,,cuz i wanna have reason to laugh at them,and i have every reason to laugh cuz i start to know something..thats ME!in case u people missed out that part when u noe me..lol

Pesanan Terakhir (ak bkn prank-er)

heyho..still lg dlm bm,ni last post dlm bm kay,,nak muntah hijau ak pk ayat2 serabut sabut,,ak sungguh suka bahasa caca merba ni,,npela nk susah payah susun ayat y menderitakan ntok wat surat,ala kalo ckp biase2 leh je pki bhase ni,ble time writing ngade la nk formal,last2 org buang gak paper tu,,xpn msuk mesin kerat ketas..heee..sungguh buang mse,,anyway btol ni last,ak xtahan pki bhase ni,ak rse kasar yg teramat sangat amat ..kan da kuar structure bru pmbinaan ayat,ak the next usman awang kay,,tp today just rse plek yg gle plek..xtau nk ckp pe tp syez ak rse xnk duk kt bumi g,ak xkesah obama ke najib nk buang ak g zuhal,ak rse ak lahir kt stu..cool what!sungguh ak rela,jdik alien xyah nk ade kepeningan xyah ad assignment cm gnung kinabalu,,dah naik juling mte ni bce journal!!!da bersachet2 nescaffe ak minum tggu ble dye activate stu part lm brain n tunggu ak berguling2 ats lantai..wua..ak ngantok tp keje ak cm ape je!!!xleh2..gle la we yak addict dgn lgu teristimewa!!!indigo..tp terase nk mara ble denga lagu KEKASIH GELAPKU-UNGU..eeee..apakah!!!xske2..cm bohong je d song..y mesti d guy gnekn d gurl,,ke ak y xphm lgu tu..ye2 je..
tbe2 ak igt kt vampy,rse cm nk tanye soklan btol ke dye ske ak?sbub ak mcm gle syg dye..(ya rabbi ni y ak xske bm ni..ko akn directly phm ape yg ko tlis)..for me la,,org xtau..ak je tau,ak leh ckp diff thing kt org tp ak je tau ape yg ak tau..hmmm..ape ak merepek ni,,dey all bley ckp suro ak move on,,,ak bley pretend ak da move on..hallo ak still ngan dye kay!!tp diz thing wat ak xtdo mlm..sbub diorg xtau..ak y rse bkn diorg,,ak y tau nape ak ske dye..ak je tau faham x?!!!n ak xrse nk share npe ak ske dye,,bia ak sorang je tau,,ak pnah remind dat ak nk org treat ak equal..mean if ak bg banyak mne org tu kne bg as byk as what ak bg..(bukan barang kay) tp commitment..hish..kne gak terangkan abc to z..kang ad gak y misunderstood n ak kne blow smpai china ke Alaska..come on la,,ak bkn org yg betray ape yg ak preach,,ak akn ckp bende y ak akan buat,,ak bkn mainkan org man!ak xmainla pasang 2 3 4 10..1000..gle apeke..mcm ak mkn gak,1 lauk mean 1 direction je,I jenis,n xbercampur..syez ak xske tgok pmpuan y mainkn laki..tho ak girl (with 0.5 boyish) hahah..syez ak nyampah tgok,,dah ad 1 satu jela,,menyusahkan dri nk psg byk2,,love bkn cm credit card,swap sne sni..gle tol..kalo xske ckp tros terang..xyah nk forward2 smpai lme2..kalo just nk main2 pegi la blik zaman high school,men puas2..ni da adulthood kalo nk prank2 org mmg xbermoral nmenye..ni bukan post emo kay..ak just ckp ape y ak rse btol..tho kalau org y bwat tu kwn baik ak sekalipun ak rela ckp go straight to hell..ak xske tgok org gne org len,prank2..sbub kurang gne otak ntok berpk....nyampah siot,tgok tuka2 org kejap ngan org len tbe2 ngan org len..kalo kawan ak cmtu mmg ak sepak terajang la wey..syez thap Cendawan,,try la put urself in their shoe..kalo ko xske kne prank jgnla prank org,,what goes around comes around...diz is nasihat for BOYS AND GIRLS OUTtHERE...thats all for today..ak nk msuk mood English lg..japg nk tuka lgu lm playlist..muak da ak ulang2 ada apa dengan cinta,,tp mmg ak vote for indigo n innuendo!!!thumb up (xtau pe bende dlm bm)

I LOVE ...........................................

I love JULIAN CASABLANCAS!!!thanx to grissie henry william,,getting me into this crush..wow,,i really love boys (he's a man and married..too bad) with messy hair~i love THE STROKES now!!!goin to grissie and get some of his song!!yeay~~m tuning into diff channel now..no more dovey corny song..freeze dat kiddie justin bieber jap..m goin back to sleep afterwards tho..so..let me finish my addiction..i had been typing the stupid performance appraisal literature review,tmmorow will be the submission date!!!shit!!i cant besukaria...damn..i tot i finish those earlier this month already..hmmmm..for the god sake...i wanna strangle someone..sesape yg terase diri dye harus distrangle plez..dun make me pissed!darn!i wanna eat choc indulgence like 5 slice plez~~~i have this hazelnut cake very d nice..superb d tasty..i can bare with 1 whole cake..(i love cakes now!!!!).. a few days a go i made it for caramel cheese cake..last sunday i had choc cheese cake..man m all about cake!!!!but plez no mango cake..it taste weird and even for big slice of banana chocs... VAMPIRE NOVEL+CHEESE CAKE+ CONTINENTAL CAKE..(secret recipe&starbuck) gle la !!!i miss fruit tart wif jelly at lavender..and french bread my dad fav's..i miss choc breadcake jgak..ngeee...

FOODS THAT I MISS LIKE GILAK

Fruit tart-Lavender

French bread

Burger King

Kiwi smth2 kat Dunkin and d ball2 thingy..wuuu

New Zealand ice cream

Caramel Pop Corn at TGV~ngeee..

Steak at JUSCO bukit raja

Chewing Gum lolypop at Giant Shah Alam

Egged Curry Puff kt MATRIX Pahang

Cream Puff at Bread Story The Mall depan my high school

Gardenia APRICOT toestem Bread!!

Nestle nestum energy bar wif strawberry

watermelon y btol2 normal

Laksa Penang~~

No ONE can handle it

Frankly dun wanna get into the bottom line wher u noe truth dat ppl were bashing u up at the back (diz is not paranoia activity)..haven't sleep for 2 days and have assess caffeine,,diz week is the busiest,juz enable me to go for classes den 12 hours later comin back n start typin on assignmnt..pretty not soooo cool,,suddenly i feel like rolling back my time to february..i juz wish no one knew me..for d god sake i hate crowd attention bout stuff i did..ahhhhhh meeting again today!!and do i need to remind everyone in mahasiswa,DO NOT CALL OR TEXT ME during my claz..come on ppl...i had enough trouble cuz m sitting infront asshole!!i reli wann get 1st claz honor..so plez..don't kay~(sighing)
i wish m american or smth,,reli hate being a.....u noe..do i need to mention here? (ppl got too much stereotype thingy)-urgggghhh crap ppl..i started to hate~start to plant a hatred tree ..
hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u hate u earth ppl!!!!i am frm venus...
i dun want heart,liver,neurotransmitter,amygdala,kidney,pancreas throwin it away in trash can!!!!!!!..i had my vices and no one can handle it,,,i mean it...no one can handle it,,tho they say they do,,like how u handle my vices anyway??????tell me a way to handle,,handle is not changing it,handle is not molding it..handle is control..handle is manage..handle is deal..handle is bare..do i need to explain more???i hate it wen ppl say "can u try diz way instead of dat way" stupid ke??????

Aisya Life Analysis

My parietal lobe saket~I think I have too much force on attention rather than my intelligent part,,*try to eradicate divided attention with diverge into more than 36 tv channel..(ape y di pk aisya oiii)..this is really disrupting my prior purpose for my task!!!i dun wanna sounds like academic freak~noe wat, I have loaded of information transfer and its getting overload,,from 36 channel into 70++ (like astro)..

Too much influence in business analysis which leads me crazy 72 hours of digesting alternatives in my head,,its 80% leading to personal matter rather than learning issue!!..m so infected by this maniac analysis,,drive a key factors..(Aisya scenario planning)..1. Economic matter 2. Social Dimension 3. Political (parent) 4. Culture and norms 5.Health and welfare 6. Performance value

AISYA LIFE ANALYSIS

(according to DR KHAIRIL—most likely to happen)

Scenario 1 Increase Profit and Revenue(duet pocket)	Scenario 2 89% FUN per semester	Scenario 3 Health Det: Migraine and Gastric
Mom and dad is not stingy and stringent any law..lol	Mom and dad will screw my life if they noe I’m fooling around	Mom and dad will send me to Dr Kuben every holiday and do some blood test and worst I have regular checkup..uuu
More vampire novels will be on my desk..till no more space	Addiction inhibit cuz I might get initial warning for upcoming economic downturn (as in my money menyiput)	There will be new addiction of other genre of novel cuz Dr Kuben wont allow me to be in vampire world and think so much bout the blood sucker…cuz my migraine will get worst..lol (whatta theory)..and I will skip meal just to get to the end of the storyline
Happiness level will pop out and will be able to overcome boredom and ignore threats	50/50 of jovial and others emotion swing,,heee	Will spend more time growling in pain and sleep and have no time to be happy or sad because pain is more or less take control over everything
I’ll be a bit friendly and start smiling to everyone or at least no stupid faces..and more friends..	More friendly than ever in my clan,,because learn too much fun..and its time to rub dirt on ur butt..ngee	I’ll be dull and monotonous and gloom and no time to make any social relation or even online socialization..urghh..too bad..
Same culture but with added value of trusting people and enjoy life to the max because we deserve it	New added culture of fun over the limit..hahaha..and value to be a ble to divide time for study and fun..multiple task I can deal..so with intelligent..hahaah..poyo gle!	Stagnant culture because culture only change wen we socialize around and experience new stuff..what can u do wen u have 99% time on ur bed..
Make it to 3.7 and dean list,,study with happiness will make a high score in basket	Make it to 3.5 because the 0.2 more had been abducted by fun issue and few threats	Make it 3.4..uuuu…cuz byk tdo and ubat..and gosh life gonna be boring like freakin damn hell super boring..