WHAT!!!!RM 131~oh my prada--dats how my SUNDAY end

Alamak!!!!jaw drop kejap~feel like in a clown house..ngeee..slap my face 3 times,ears rse nk bleeding listening to what d librarian said.."ktk pun account kna block" hahahhaha..swear to god,,heart rate dah nk exceed 170 per minute,,i was like.."again??come again?" drown in imagination already,,i have overdue fine..sebanyak RM131.00..Oh my Prada!!"tok melebihi lecturer pun fine dik"..rse nk tergelak berguling jatuh sampai LG Cais..hahaha..this is really what we call finance management probs..lol,,gotta pay tmrow or m not gonna be able to borrow any books,,eventually thanx to mimie,,for lending me her student card..mmg jaw drop agak banyak wen he said 131..as in hundred and thirty one in words..lord!over the limit dah ni!!!the librarian sempat lg nk wat lawak kering on d counter.."skit jak ya"..hello i can buy 3 vampire novels with 131 buck..huwaaa :((..tula padan muke..--telling myself to relax and chill-- syez funny thap cendawan!mmg kne gelak..mimie who was standing next to me tergeliat tongue nk becakap..lol..honestly i was stunned nasib dat pakcik baik..and lucky its sunday!!and not much ppl around..if not!!!!its embarrassing ..i think m d first student yg overdue thap cendawan..hahaha..aisya..aisya..mie mmg xleh stop saying gle kentang la ecah!hahahaha..aduhaiiii....

Ther goes another funny thing,i fell asleep after balik frm Cais..and woke up at 12 am..as in 12 tengah malam..almost hit my door cuz tooo mamai...and i did hit my desk..and starving..i tot its 8 pm..wth la ngan ak ni..i was pace in and out of d room for no reason and only 15 minutes after i realize what the heck m i doin kuar msuk blik goin nowhere..MAMAI...mabox..this is how my sunday end..full of hilarious moment..

ME.SUNDAY & UNCLE FEVER

For the godsake..the eyes of heaven (poyo la nk gne literary lang.)..i mean sun was reli blazin hot,,feel like it torch and torn my umbrella,,heaven sake,,i need ice on my forehead~since ad devil y da meresap inside my soul rse terencat cuz m goin to library on SUNDAY..what does it mean??it solute a statement "aisya da meroyan and sengal" never mind,,lucky melvin give a ride tho or m roasted like a kenny rogers meal..*exclude d sweating hard part

i was doin research for my research method and business management subject..the cruelty of information reli kills me,,imagine i have plenty of journal and i still keep it pending..long way to finish but due is next week,,gila la uni!!next week gonna be the busy one *shall i do attachment on pdf?

my weekend reli feel like 50% weekend,,overdose fun..busy wif gadget,entertainment,new exhibition in town,new vampire novels..dats ol wht i did to fill the empty space that shud be fill by smth (ahhh..plez cut this point out and drop d subject)..nevermind~i get used to it as time goes by (reli..)..

and my uncle is having a bad fever,,cant deny dat i cant stop worrying,,wish he report to me every second how does he feel..is he okay?did he go for doctor?what did d doc said?can he walk?did he ate?were his friends taking care of him?did he do heavy hard stuff?did he go out?hows d temperature?is he doing okay?did he take his medicne yet?did he drink lot of water?did he use cool fever just in case?did he stay in d blanket?is anyone buy him foods?can he get up frm bed?headache?stress on his shoulder?uhmm..i just keep wondering..hope he's doin okay,,but i cant stop till i get d confirmation dat he's really okay *praying hard(plez3 be okay)

GET WELL UNCLE..I MISS U

I'm gonna be O-K-A-Y

i am not gonna pissed..my activity for these boring few days quite awesome,uhm,i tried to relieve my stress..despite having nothing to do and staring at the journal,,swear to god i have piling up assignment,m fedup wif those.this.that thing..i'm okay..i'm okay..i'm okay..i'm really2 okay..-sigh-..impressed by own self esteem..i'm gonna be okay..rub the dirt and get up..telling myself,dats okay..dats okay..dats really okay..

I'm gonna hang on a lil bit more and try to be okay,no mourn no rage..being neutral..no sparks of excitement,just being stronger..frankly speakin,outside my friends ring (tim,mie,leng,ida,cken..my bestie,tika and yuen) i dun trust anyone...i see everyone as a threat to me,they just keep waiting to bring me down..i'm changing slowly..and i need support for dat,i'll wear scarf..i've start wif day and just trying to move on to night..i will..soon..hmm..i'll say,spell no more curse..not none,but reducing it..avoid frm shifting into horrific person everytime i gone mad..i'll be able to control it..i can do this!!!i noe i can..i'll find anything..anything to make me stop being a freak..i noe i cudnt find anyone to listen to my probs..but i have things,,*non human dat always listen i knew it always do..HEARTACHE always a final stage cancer for me..how to make it go away?i have no idea..i'm loosing the idea tho..i dun wanna have any idea..ow's dat!

I'M OKAY..AND WILL BE OKAY..I KNEW IT..I JUST KNEW IT..

party for Irene

Creepy hi!!my proposal to parental court is approved!!!yeay,,m gonna have diz set of vampire academy series..i cant believe dad actually buy my words..he’s kindda outta town now..wicked,I said dat m dying to have diz books and ther will be exhibition and I have member card~gulp…I eventually have card for every bookstores in malaysia tho.lol.(m just being innocent tell d truth n dad buy my word)..i have mid term assessment wif Dr Khairil..mr fang..hehe..he got fang for d god sake me and khad were focusing in claz for d sake of his fang,how cud we be so stupid and even during our 30 min presentation last Wednesday,imagine I haven’t read 110 page scenario planning for Australia and I have to present..of course bluff all the way..changing the crew whatever,,heeee..dala his class kinda menguji keimanan,spooky and yada..yada.. clas pling seram in history!!

Last nite we throw out some party for Irene,happy birthday benny girl!!(m so screwed if she knew I called her wif diz name)..i’d wait for my vampire to text,uhm,gez he’s too busy,never mind,catch him later..but in case,I still waiting..1 am 2 am and 3 the peak..none of d sign my text delivered..dats okay I still love u whatever happen!!dats my stand and I dun care..(kindda miss him now,not kindda but crazy missing him)..i’ll wait..=,l…ther goes Aisya again..lol

M in neutral mood ryte now so,plez dun anyone screwed it..sometimes I just felt dat I deserve being zombies,u don’t feel pain and zombie’s don’t care bout basic needs!!no biggie..gonna have to finish my script since ridzhan will be a new cast..heee..he’s d devil,,n dat Houghton nk skip his part (dun u ever wish!!!)..and stepmother Fatima..m gonna make u look really like a stepmom..i must be insane lately!!!gosh pulld unintended wire in my brain,,fix my heart and glue it well,and strengthen back my crippled vein..wash my brain,delete my hippocampus worst part..jap g ak kne epilepsy!!!!!huwaaa..m homesick!!!

.i'm lost

i dunno whether i shud wear my brain or not..i'm getting dizzy and tired..god i dun wanna noe anything,cuz i dun wanna think about it..i was fuckin okay..not untill somebody text me and tell me thing dat i missed out in a very important story..i dun wanna put it in my mind,the only thing that cross my mind is Jaya Jusco bukit tinggi and bukit raja..dunno why..but i dun wanna think about other stuff really..(mom,take me home please) i almost give up..thers a quote i read dat says "not all people dat wander are lost" but i am lost..i duno wher i am,who i am..shake me please and i just wanna noe the real thing behind all this not twisted story..i'm lost..

Potential Energy...No Pressure for today i HOLD

Can i just skip class today??personally i dun wanna go,my feet freeze hell cold right up to my forehead,m totally dehydrated,,still typing before i off my lappy and m gonna freeze switching on diz creature for a moment..its just last nite effect linger..my chest seem suffocate a bit,i cant write long for diz one,,(inside my tummy growling pain)..m gonna be walking zombie in d daylight,wif my puffy eyes,i put eye-glow several time,cuz its seem to dry and pretty aching..i didnt sleep d entire nite..of coure doing my research method,,submission date is next week but gotta work hard for it if i wanna have fun later..typical plan,,still i dunno wht m i suppose to do wif all these creepy tummy ache..no swallowing pain i swear it does hurt,not as bad as last nite,,m just afraid diz caffeine effect will loose in a moment and m gonna collapse,thanx god if its on bed,make it worst if its at the construction site..gosh,dun ever envisage that ,,

so hoping for no pressure,m a center wher u pushed button 1 for translation whatever,really hopin for no pressure today,my head as heavy as grand canyon i bet,,i hope this caffeine stays a bit longer in my vein and plez potential calcium gate dun let it go,,i noe m gonna screwed dopamine and being a lil bit excited but dats not my real potential energy,once the effect over m doomed..i estimated this thing to linger around 3 hours and hope so it stay a bit more till i reach those bottle and pack of drugs (sounds like a pusher) gotta decide..to stay in class or to walk out and rest my head off..and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LIL WRESTLE PARTNER..NIZAR!!

AisyaL.U.Vampire

Its been awhile,after a few busy day..3 hell day of the week,urghh..ol noe dat,,last nite was an obvious dreadful moment,I was curling up like a ball,I had my gastric badly..no mom around to make me some porridge with soup or any soupy noodles..=,(..m not getting sympathy anyway,hell no cuz..its just no as an answer..well,Thursday always heaven for me cuz no crappy class going on..always a laundry day,but wen I checked my laundry bag it’s not dat much of item in it,so don’t waste 3 buck for 3 piece of fabric..*a new definition of saving money for new novel..speaking about novel itself,I spent my daylight in d dark almost no-light at all..i’ve been reading my NEW VAMPIRE novel,just bought it yesterday,and now 70% of d book was totally done..m really a novel maniac now..u noe,its just too boring tho u have piling up assignment like French alps yet still wen there’s a space in between its boring,u dun xpect ppl to come and have fun wif u like dey dun have stuff to do,cuz I’m different,just different frm them..while ppl busy revising m on my bed sleeping..its just how I study and how I examine myself as different,,there’s a time wen I’m being serious and ppl were really on d mood of having fun,I can catch up lectures wif my eyes closed..weird ain’t it..

I was staying in d room until sunset and I woke up away frm snuggling wif tammy,dbook was on my face..and *forehead kindda suffer of sudden pain..screw me,,I was thinking of continuing my sleep at 8 but I heard footsteps that I believe I shud ignore (its cken and mie)..dey were like chatting bout smth in my room at d other side..untill tim came in and said..god Aisya now I see u turning into vampire..i was like,okay (happy wif d statement )..i wanna be vampire,skipped the eternity part but think of flashing here and there in d supreme speed and u sleep during daylight,I love dat idea of being a night creature..gosh if I cudn’t be one at least let me marry one!!!micheal and shane was toooo gorgeous in diz novel,,tell u what ppl,vampire always d hunk hottie one..*whatever..obsession to vampire is getting worst (bite me..duhhhh)..lol..m looking forward d HOUSE OF NIGHT series..its like 119 buck =,( I overspend money!!! No good no good really..somebody plez gimme vampire books!!m dying to be wif vampire!!sounds like whacko but never mind,I’m now spreading diz viruses to my housie,but den they’re not English novel ppl..hmm too bad just mie infected,next m biting cken..lol *I wanna FANG!!! (facebook is no longer my point of interest) m all about vampire now,me and vampire cannot be separated (aisyaluvampire)

Alaaaaa...

Alaaaaaa….she text me (refers to my classmate),hand me chapter 2 and 3 tommorow..crap,,I haven’t finish chapter 2,never mind it wont take long,I have the stuff,chapter 3 I’m done with it,class suppose to be at 10 and we have diz discussion and great somebody brilliantly put my name on one Malaysia speech session tomorrow at 7.30 pm..crap2..i had too much and I bet I just overindulged in university stuff,,but thanx god I still have time for myself (novel yeay)..i have no idea how m I suppose to handle university thingy in a moment I have credit hours to be collected..DEBATE..i miss them,at least m not outthere to be a speaker but then I miss d fun in d club,listening to Melvin grumbling bout stuff and grisha and we walked together to college and have a gossip session (Hollywood stuff we dun bother unimas stuff)..and everytime it has to be Edward Cullen,and dat lartner fheww..tired day tho not going out,I shall stop reading for a week I gez..i have 17 journals to be clear by Wednesday and dat Dr Khairil assessment..maaaaa…I have plenty of work exactly and I shall start working on it,,maybe diz blog will miss my post for few hours cuz usually I have more than a post in a day,since I have this time constraint thingy I cant help myself,,

Mmmmuah Mr Abg Ehsan~ EXTEND submission date

Mmmmuahh Mr Abg Ehsan!!thanx2,,merci..he extend submission date for research method..i luv u Mr Abg Ehsan!!but yet i still pending in diz thesis dat piling up like a germs in my eye,,if i were to be home now i mite be tucked up on ma bed dreamin bout thing on d aisle and been in hawaii enjoying d explicit moment ever..too bad m swimming in d oceans of papers..honestly,doing things alone without grouping is great!!cuz u dun hav to be USED..anyway..i hav tons of things in my head now,,i dunno wher to channel it..but den keeping it is better then telling someone who's not interested to listen kan2..i was obviously mamai,,gosh i cud not believe ol my oldmate contact me now..i mean sounds not right..in a day like few old mates contact me,,i hav to offend but things is getting weird,,can someone tell me whats going on?m freaking puzzle,blur..i wish i were home!!!tell me whats goin on man!!heee..anyway..goin for a decent lunch..daaa~

Wake Up AND Blogging

Wake up and directly bloggin!!hmm..i dunno anymore,,but what i noe is my assgnment is still berlambak!!!shit~i fell asleep like a troll last nite and great i hevent start any chapter!!!how nk exam ni!!-mara ngan dri sendiri-this time if i xdpt dean i think i shud stop studying and start selling resume to the high bidder(as in married*who cud want her son to marry uneducated girl) so..xley2..i have to do diz..and i have to go to Holland to my tulips garden!!!dats my aim (mcm plek je) whatever...i wanna be invisible today,i dun wanna noe anyone!!and damn plez stop anyone in fb..anyone dat i dunno plez dun text me in fb,i had it enough with things we called BOYS..i had enough already!!this online socialization site is horrendous~i wanna be me..me..and me..phm x???i wanna be me!!aisyathegreat!!i am not vulnerable..i hav claz at 8 but yet still hav time to brag here..by hook or by crook m gonna clean my desk before this midnight or my life is over..(xkot..maybe..ehm..entah)

Right now i'm having a deep confusion and consternation,so jgn kacau me,,i have tooo many stories in my head,and dah!no more plez..which one is real story???dah2..i have to think about my stuff rather than the unnecessary..

I dun wanna MATI CEPAT understand!!

Before the week even starts,i had diz massive load thumped over my head..this.that.those. i havent finish re-editing my script *reli malas nk complain so i juz do,if ak ckp keje ak melambak cm alps n everest bkn diorg pdulik..sungguh la ak benci!!!..and few of ma friends come out to me and ask me to check d grammar for deir assgnment..COME ON!!!!m not english tutor.. : ( ingat second year is my HONEYMOON apeke???m busy okay,i hav no time for rubbish stuff,even wen i walked i didnt glare around,so uhhhhhhhhhhh...y dun bg org lain yg buat,y everything pass kt ak?????--m so sorry bloggie for being a wrath crumpling place--dun complain bley x????dala ak sorang y bwat!!!!!arghhhhh..i hate diz part ryte here~plez jgn menyusahkan otak ak,,because of u guys i hav to take my painkiller!!!ak xnk mati cepat okay!!!i dun wanna be!!!!if its my responsibility i dun mind..cuz i reli hate IRRESPONSIBLE human being,,it doesnt matter in wht condition if u're someone and u hav responsiblities and how tiny dat is be RESPONSIBLE..dun simply forward ur responsibility to others,,dat is so wrong and so barbaric..i always have time for my accountability,,and using others for self PURPOSE is also barbaric in a sense of WHO ARE YOU?WAT RYTE DO U HAV TO MAKE USE OF OTHERS?think about it,feel la guilty of wat u've done~u made alot of ppl suffer by such appaling manner,,m not the type dat make you realize wat u've done..m not d type dat will tell u through certain extent u have done wrong..I WANT U URSELF TO REALIZE WAT HAVE U DONE..I WANT U TO PUT URSEV IN MY SHOE..wen i shut up doesnt mean i dont noe..wen i merge mysev into silence doesnt mean i'm dumb..CUZ to noe and point it out is a tough job description,,i have my reason to sit and watch..this is just me being me,,i noe more than ppl think i do,i reli do, the good the bad and the ugly thing,its just i choose to shut up..i believe wat goes around comes around..i'm not gonna make u pay but someone mighty will.......